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Monday, April 21, 2008

kangqi last remembered on 4:59 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

040107

SCHOOL'S TMR!
no i don't want!!

somemore i have podcasting until 530 like that.
&on tuesday too.
T.T
tuanboon said it wasn't fun!
=( so i'm not looking forward to it anyhow.

made a skin for my phone.
WEEEEEEEE.

xP

kangqi last remembered on 8:16 PM

040207

spent the night playing 'worms' on my phone
to clear out all my thoughts.
didn't want to think about anything

&i fell alseep heavy heartedly.
woke up today with a jolt
and realised what had happened the previous day.

checked my phone,
returned smses

had tuition until 1130,
ate lunch.
went on the comp and just browsed arnd,

sms came.
looked at it.
closed my phone.

cried.

i may be ignorant
i may be selfish
i may be annoying
i may be too demanding
i may be unreasonable
&i'm wilful. that, i know.

i'm sorry.
it's just the way i am.
&don't tell me to change overnight
cos i can't.

i know i'm wrong
but everyone makes mistakes.
maybe the mistakes i made are just
far more than anyone else.

i'm sorry.
perhaps this 2 words won't make any difference
perhaps an apology isn't what you want.
i don't know.

but thats all i can give you now.
just an apology

cos i just need time alone.
i know i didn't spare a thought for how you felt.
i'm selfish, i know it myself.
&perhaps you've been tolerating me
for a long time alr,
for the past few months.

yet i didn't change.
change for the sake of changing
and for the sake of you.
to become a better person,
&to play my part in this relationship

i didn't.
and i'm regretting.

perhaps i can change.
but perhaps i can't.
maybe i'll still remain the same
and cause you pain, cause you hurt.

i don't know what to say now.
don't know what to do.

hurting you wasn't my intention.
maybe if i wasn't like this
things would have been better.

but things aren't better now.
and the fact remains.
i'm sorry.

sorry for all the pain i've caused you.
&i'm sorry for making you worry,
for letting you wait for my reply.

kangqi last remembered on 12:24 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

030107

to-do list:

- ~~read xiaxue's blog~~
- ~~go friendster reply brenda's testimomo~~
- set up a counter thingy for my blog
- upload pictures from my phone
- sleep more
- finish all my homework

kangqi last remembered on 9:37 PM

030207

haven't been blogging for a few days.
trace, nic&fin came my house today to practise lol.
haha, then after that went down to tmart to have lunch.
=x

went back home and sleptttttt,
then junyi called me.
he must be wondering how come everytime i also sleep one lol.
i was like, 'eh, don't tell me he see XLY again'
then like REALLY la.

then said hi to XLY haha.
xP.
and then bren and arlene saw also!
aiseh, GOOD lor !!!!!! T.T

ahah. xPPPPPP.
hmmm, want this weekend to not end so fast lol.
want to catch up with my precious sleep !!! xP

&dar, please don't get the wrong idea k?
i love you.
you, &only you.

kangqi last remembered on 8:39 PM

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

310107

it's 310107 already
and tomorrow'll be the 1st of FEB
and 14days later will be VDAY(:
and i'll have a PHYSICS test
and MUSIC class.

O.O

lol, went for music today.
awhhhhhh so FUN.
but it's kinda PAISEH, LOL
cause everyone has to sing ~
=x ah.

got over it anw.
YEAYYYYYYYY~
can't wait for the next music class actually,
but it ends so late.
it makes me sleepyyyyyy =((((((

awh, theres SRC tmr.
guess i have to go
or i won't fulfill the requirements for NYAA.
so far only attended,
ONE. =XXXXXXXXXX.
and i need EIGHT!!!!

=x
classes are getting boring day by day =X

kangqi last remembered on 9:43 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

290107

slideshow below!

kangqi last remembered on 9:29 PM

290107

first and foremost,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDAXILLLLL~
you're offically FOURTEEN! (:
&may you have a BLESSED year ahead.

rights, went to CHINATOWN today with
the elderlys from all saints home. (:
WHEEEEEEE~ partnered HANDSOMEBOY with KAITNG(:
theres this friendly ahgong.
&we asked him what his name was.
he said ' HANDSOMEBOY! '
ahhhh.

walked arnd chinatown with the seniors
and it was quite fun.
though they didn't really buy stuff. =x

anw, it was a FUN trip (:
hope to do it again! xDDDDDDDD

&dear,
this'll be LOUD&CLEAR.

I LOVE YOU ;DDDDDDDD.

kangqi last remembered on 9:11 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

280107

i officially hate school.
funny how i can love it and hate it the next minute.

tomorrow's monday
and theres CIP.
going to chinatown with the elderlys from a.s.h

&theres LOADS of tests this week~
THREE on ONE day.
wdfffff. lol.

yesterday was fun (:
NEOPRINT AGAIN ! :DDDDDD

kangqi last remembered on 1:11 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

260107

thank you junyi for the autograph xP
bahhhh .

whatever.

suay. phone spoil, get scolded.
still can call though, sim card still alright.
ULGH.

watch me die.
&SORRY JEROME !

kangqi last remembered on 9:44 PM