Sunday, April 30, 2006

usualboredom.

i'm bored !
and my ENTERTAINER's phone has no batt .
so i can't call or anything .
so i'm bored.
and nobody's talking to me.
everyone's busy with their own stuff.
how sad can that be.
sighs.
i'm seriously bored.
boredom can really kill.
and i'm gonna be dead soon.
cos i'm bored.
really bored.
where did my ENTERTAINERs GO !?
SIGHS.
i'mBORED.
BORED.
and i mean it.
stupid entertainer.
dnoe how to charge the phone.
grrrr.
dnhav entertainer sua lah.
not even one bloody shit person come talk to me.
so i'm bloody sianded.
sighs.

somebodyyyy . talk to me !!

and i still haven't gotten over what happened yesterday.
that made me so bloody sad and pissed off.
stupid.
and now i'm bored.
boredom + bloody sad + pissed off = hell .
arghs .
somebody just talk to me.
or i'll rot and die soon enough .
=(

well, thats your problem . you won't gain sympathy .

Saturday, April 29, 2006

sighs .

i'mbored.
i'mangry.
i'msad.
i'mfurious.
i'mexcited.
i'mnervous.

yar . i'm feeling all these ALL at once .
i'm gonna burst.
and i'm listening to zhiyang's yi shou jian dan de ge .
makes me even more saddER .
hais .
CRAP mans .

the only thing that can make me sad.

Friday, April 28, 2006

schooless.

alrightts. anyone missed me !? lol . just kidding .
didn't go to school today. i was sick, mind you .
but i don't have an mc. cos i didn't go to the doc. was too lazy to . lols .
nothing really happened today, basically .
just slept and slept the whole day long .
and i'm still tired nows . yawns . =x
shall stop here then . blog later !
byees.

i can FLY . if you teach me how :DD.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

ahhhas .

i'm back from DNT ! and it's like 7.45 already and i've just reached home . late rights ! =) . but it's okae lahs . cos i've already finished my artifact XDD . yays . i don't have to stay back until horribly late anymores ! ahhas . today was quite alright lahs . waited for 28 bus soo long lo . waited for like 20min . then a bus came . AND IT WAS LIKE . FULL LAHS . lol . and then waited for another 10min, and a bus came. which was also FULL . then went up the bus behind which was mercifully empty. =) yups . then reached school, was kinda late alreadys . took our temperature. yups . and then had lessons lo . mahKK was first ! hais . boring lahs , as usual . then was rosila's lesson. but she didn't come . so ohwells . =x . and then had science ! did the 2005 midyear paper . was quite alright though. yeps . and then recess lo . ahhhas . after that was maths, then history and after that, chinese . it was hsu lao shi today ! hengs it isn't the cmp . XDD . ahhas . yup . then went for dnt after lunch . cut-ed my slots and i finally finally finally bend-ed my plastic ! ohyays . and it's all done. completed. taddas. and i don't have to stay back anymore . :DD .
ohyay-ness. :D . then after dnt, helped ms kwek pack her books and stuff and did lots of stuff. waited for shiya and joel YIP too. poor tcher, its already so late and she still has an interview. wows. being a teacher isn't that easy, i guess. lols. theres P.E tomorrow ! not gonna do it lahs . not feeling wells . =) ahhas.
okaes. shall go eat my dinner nows. BYEE !
mpt later, yays .

i'm bored. i need an entertainer ! :DDD

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

o.O"

ahs ! must finish the dnt product in 2 days ! ohmans . how am i going to finish it ! lols .
today's the last day for mr lau ! ohyays . lol.
rained really heavily today, was tired and sleepy .
PLUS . was pissed off with mx.
walked in the rain and yups . got wet . luckily i wasn't wearing white . HAHS .
came back home and bathed .
slept , then woke up .
and i'm here . =x
ohwells . nothing much today . shall write more next time ya !
byees!

Sunday, April 23, 2006

wowwies.
i love the backgroundd for my friendster ! go check it out by clicking here ! ahhas !
okaes . it's apprentice nowws.
going to lalaland soon . =)
XDD .

aws.

i'm sicckkk ! think i'm going to get a fever soon. just ate my dinner and a panadol . -groan-
i'm bored to deathhh . theres nobody to talk to . ARGHS . bloody bored. =(( .
tmr's school ! :DD . hope i don't faint . ahhas.
alrights . going to do my maths hw later, though theres no maths on monday . HAHAS. XDD .

blurify me.

lalla =)

it's sunday ! and tomorrow's mondayy (: back to school ` wees =)
i'm really bored nows . and it's 10.32am . -groan- . woke up around 5am in the morning and went back to sleep. hahs. and then woke up at 7. =) had a dreamless sleep . i didn't get to go to lalalanddddd! =( awws. hmms . searching for new blogskins now . should i change ? =x ohwells . shall change if find a suitable one . =) kinda like this one though . hahs .

theres the apprentice tonight ! . awws. they changed the timeslot to 10.30 ! =( so can't watch the whole show, cos i have to sleep earlier. hahs (: RANDAL won ! ahhas . thats nice . :D .
i'm seriously bored noww . and i think i'm going to dieee soon . and i'm STILL feeling kinda sick =(( . but guess i'll be alright by tomorrow .

alrightssss. i'm at friendster nows. someone . write me a testimonial ! ahhas . =) i'm despo for em . :D
i'll be nice and start writing for people cos i'm just plain bored .
someone, talk to mee ! or i'll rot soon.
arghs . i'm just crapping here . so hope you don't mind .
bye . =)

someone ! be nice and entertain me :D .
sighs . missing someone is just plain terribbbbbble.

Friday, April 21, 2006

(:

i'm bored . so thought i'd do this . XDD.
here are some stuff you guys should probably know about me (:

1` when i get bored, i would either go disturb people or just shut up and sit at my seat.
2` when i type 'kkz' in msgs , it means i'm either tired, angry or just not interested at what you have to say.
3` when i say 'hmmpfs.' , it means that either i'm pissed or i'm just moody.
4` when i type really really short msgs, it means that i'm sad or angry.
5` when i take a long time to reply your msg, it means that i'm thinking on what to write.
6` when i say i'm kinda busy when you guys talk to me, it doesn't really mean i'm busy all the time. i just don't want to talk to you.
7` when i'm really sad, i would really like to be left alone sometimes.
8` sometimes all i need is your care and concern.
9` i love adrianooo. XDD
10` when i say the f word, it means i'm really pissed.
11` when i get really hyper and crazy, just ignore me (:
12` i don't get angry easily so don't think i'm mad at you .
13` sometimes i scold people just for the fun of it .( cause i'm boreddd )
14` i don't like zhi an cause he's really guailan.
15` i love dmnchoir and if you take that away from me, i'll cry and sob and probably shout at you. (:
16` i think life is meaningless.
17` i think mr imran is nice XDDD .
18` i love junyanggggg (: AJ !
19` i don't like people to act beng cause that is really disgusting, just be who you are.
20` i think adelle is disgusting. ( and i'm not the only person who thinks that way, mind you. )
21` i don't like the chinese trainee teacher .
22` i love surprises XDD .
23` i don't know how to comfort people, but i can be a listener =P good or not it's up to you.
24` i hate weekends .
25` i love blackkkk ~ !
26` i like people to TAG at my TAGboard (: - get my hint ? XDD .
27` i like the word 'new testimonials' to appear at my friendster's home page . =))
28` i hate that xialan guy from 2c . one day, i'm going to di siao him.
29` i know i'm short , you don't have to tell me.
30` i don't mind suaners (: they make my life more interesting . HAHS .
31` i love jykorkor XDDD . ( added due to some unhappiness XDD ahhas. LOL )
32` i love michDEAR. =) ( added due to request ! :D )

yup. guess thats all (: told you i was bored .

misses.

i'm boredds. (: today's friday and i have a headache ! =( really hurts . uhwells. think i'm getting sick lahs . =(( . the weekends are coming and i hate it . hatehatehate weekends . hahs. my head really hurts now so shall go .
byee.

happen to see this so thought i'd just put it here :
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u? Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time,sweet feeling. U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her. Thinking if he/she ever cares about u. Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her. Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her/him missing the final episode of your favourite show. Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online. When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait. ***

Thursday, April 20, 2006

trallaalas. (:

been so longg since i blogged (: hehhhehs . okae maybe it's just one or two days. hahars. today wasnt really eventful bahhs. hahas. had NAPFA yesterday . didn't really do much . was superrr tired . (; and today wasn't that interesting, either. walaoehs . today mahKK so dumbass lo . wtf . say what we complain about him . WHERE GOT LO ! we never even do or say anything . then he keep saying what, don't blame him if we don't do well . wths lahs . we got say we will BLAME you meh ! GO HOME LAH ~ still say what we give you that type of face . well, you ASKED for it what ! hmpfs. and then had science . quite alrights lahs . was learning about acids and alkalis. yup . recess . saw people kena poled. HAHs . and it's mx's birthday today ! happy birthday mx (: . yeppps. after that was maths and then history. HAHS . failed my maths horribly . and theres a history test . forgot all about it . so didn't really study . awws . think i'm going to fail . =x but was quite alright lahs . quite crappy . (: yeps . then when school ended that time, went to bus stop with jykorkor they all . and LOL . jy left his wallet in CLASS . so he went back to take while we waited for him awhile . lol . went home after that . didn't go for the literature merchant of venice screening . hais . wanted to go and watch but was lazy at the same time . ohwells . can't be bothered lahs . alrights . i'm going off nows. bye !

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

yepp.

okayyy. i'm BACK again ((: yups.
i soso hate tuesdays ! cause theres life science and malarrrr. =((
rights . had geog at first . wasn't listening, as usual . then had mahKK. wths lah he . i didn't even talk to joel lo ! i was just leaning towards his table and i was READING . i was really reading, mind you . and you still shoot me . wtf . get a life lahs . bloody bastard . then it was project work ler. life science just ended . yeps . so hrms ya . ms lim went out that time . mich go toilet mahs . then i quickly follow her lah . cos she was . you know, yah . then bren and ing came . went back to class then that bloody tcher go shout so louddd. right in my earrr lo ! pain can . was standing just beside her onlys . waa. then ing can think very fast lo . say mich got cramps. HAHs. never even thought of that .

tcher : HOW COME YOU ALL LEFT THE CLASS WITHOUT MY PERMISSION !?!?
ing : cos she ( pointing to mich ) have stomach cramp mahs . then she cry
tcher : so you mean she have cramps then FOUR of you must accompany HER ?!
ing : she pain until CRY LEH !
tcher : the HOW COME SHE'S NOT IN PAIN AND SHE'S NOT CRYING ANYMORE ?!
ing : stomach cramps on off on off one WHAT !

woahs . (: pro lo . ing can think so fast . hahs (: and yup . mslim continued crapping like nobody's business like that . ohmans . can you just go awayyy ! we don't like youu =(( hmppfs. yup . and her lesson ate into our recess time ! HMPFFS . yup . after recess was maths . went throught the worksheet . 2h ? dunno lahs . yup . so difficult lahhs . =(( i really must seriously buck up already . after that was physics. surprisingly, today was quite alright . and malar even joked with us ! =) hahaaas. and right after that was CHINESE . cmp . so lame lah she . play what stupid game . o.O'' yup . then school ended . went to find mahKK so mich could do her english test . acc-ed her as we were supposed to go out later . stayed in 2f and pei-ed her . then sianpei came ! i went totally maddddd. was spraying mich's that body odour thingy all over the place . hahas. and that stupid ZHI AN ! he bloody asshole knnccb . walaoehs . go anyhow scold mich shut up lo . PLEASE lo . he was like making all the noise and mich just asked him to keep quiet cause she doing test whats . then he go ask mich shut up . then act big . BLOODY SHIT . then he dropped the marker's cap at mich's leg down there . then me and sianpei went to take the cap and throw at 2h classroom 's backdoor . hahas. but it was jinghan's marker lahs . but don't care le . who ask them kpkb, so bloody guailan . yup . so didn't bother lerhs . then nicholas walked past my class ! and he held up his file to let me see . saw loads of rows and columns and there were names ! guess it's the groupings . then i was like ' let me see ! let me see ! let me seeeee !' haha but i wasn't supposed to see lahs so he also didn't let me see lo . HAS (: nvm will find out when they annouce. then after that me, mich and sianpei went out of school . hahs . didn't go to tm with mich and pei in the end cause felt like going home . too tired mahs . and besides, mich was meeting her friends . so whatsdaapoint . yup and nows here i am . crapping , as usual . it's wednesday tomorrow and theres nafa test !! =(( i soso hate it . mans . bye !

perhaps your life would be a thousand times better without me.
life's seriously a suckerrrrr.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

urms.

sighs . how i wish life could go back to the way they were, just like at the beginning of the year. where we were all free from troubles . now, it's like . everyone has their own problems . =(
sighs. it's school tomorrow . the first time i've ever felt like not going to school . i've always liked school, but i just don't want to go back . face all the teachers and classmates . and go through day by day learning and listening to all the crap . i'd rather stay at home now . i've already distant myself from so many people . even my close friends. haven't you guys noticed i haven't been talking to you all for a long time already ? ohwells . maybe you guys don't even bother . whatevers lah .

and i've been really annoying riffin with all my problems . yup . really sorry . but sometimes , i just need a listening ear . it've been really horrible today . all i wanted was to talk to someone . yet, everyone seems busy with their stuff .

Saturday, April 15, 2006

i'm bloody pissed, alright ?

okaes. i'm really very pissed now .
it's easy to find out whether i'm very pissed, you know .
when i'm pissed . i just get someone to vent my anger on .
( hahs!sorry riffin . unfortunately he's the one this time ((: )
and when i'm very pissed.
i start scolding the F word .
and i don't always scold the F word for no reason .
because i don't like scolding F words.
so,
when i do start scolding F words .
you'll know that i'm very pissed.
and when i'm very pissed . you guys better not irritate or annoy me any further .
cause if you do,
i'll get even more pissed.
and when i get even more pissed,
i'll start screaming and shouting at you .
and when i'm even more pissed,
don't irritate or annoy me any further.
cause i'll get really pissed.
and when i'm really pissed,
you really don't want to know me .
and when i'm really pissed,
don't irritate or annoy me any further .
cause i'll get really really pissed.
and when i'm really really pissed,
i'll ....
oh my goodness . this isn't getting anywhere. oh whatevers .
=x
i'm just very pissed today .
bye !

lols.

today's boring ! woke up around 9 plus and watched superband at 10. the repeats ya ? bloody boring today . =(( . can't wait for school ! copied my science a little and then slept . until now . going for tuition later and then sakae sushiiiii (: ohyays ! it's sunday tomorrow and i feel so bbbbblue.

theres seriously nothing to write about these days .
just wait for days which are more eventful ya ? (:

perhaps it would be better this way .
i don't want to spoil our friendship .

Friday, April 14, 2006

oh yays.

i'm finally happy again ! (:
hoorays .

after listening to jykorkor . i've really cheered up . thankyous !

(:

i'm finally happy again ! (:
hoorays .

after listening to jykorkor . i've really cheered up . thankyous !

Thursday, April 13, 2006

sorry

i'm just so sorry everyone .
truely sorry .
really really sorry . =(

=x

i feel so sad and i don't know whyyyy .
theres no happiness in me anymore .
i'm left with hate . and only hate .

sighs

rights. i'm back . again . yup .
arghhhs . feel so bloody pissed off . you go mind your own business CAN ! think you very popular ah . go f*** your mother lah ! i HATEhateHATE you so much . think you very shuai ar . mf. i've never hated someone so much before . so you're the bloody first one . f*** off lah . xialan kia .

hmpfs . little things make me emotional these days . ( see the post before adriano's to find out why ) . EMOger. =(
i dowan to be like that . cos i'll be a burden to many people . and when i'm sad . i get pissed off easily and i'll show people attitude. which is really bad. haiis. sometimes i just wish for people to not to care about me . cause when they do so, i either dao them or ignore them . which will make them like . hurt lah . so . yah . and i'll make them pissed by asking them not to care . =x

i'm really sorry guys . for crying . time and again . and for needing your concern and caring-ness . i know it's hard being my friend when i keep giving you guys attitude . i'm weak . yah . thats it . it's lame , childish , stupid . i'm a bloody childish GER who always have bloody tears flowing down my face. yup . people will always say . ' wths . crycrycry for what sia . still baby ar ? ' and thats true . i'm a bloody bitch who can't control my emotions . thats who i am, right ?

i'm just really tired of the life i'm living.

theres only one thing that can make me truely happy again .
but, i can never get what i want .

adriano !

i saw adrianoooo (:
so bloody cute ! HAHHHHHS .
adriano huang jun hui ! cute lo .
looks more shuai in real life .
<3333himohsomuchhh

didn't go for sports day . was bloody sianded and moody . jerome they all had choir comm meeting at macs . sat there but at another table . =x wasn't supposed to listen to what they had to say . came home straight . see no point for me to go to the stadium to cheer for challengers when i don't even have the mood . just have to hook up some excuse for mdmkoh . so what if she scolds me . if she wants to give me detention, go ahead . i don't really care . school was crap . all the teachers were like shouting at us . our attitude is like that . take it or leave it . we're who we want to be . wths . i don't care anymore .

i don't give a damn to anything thats happening around me . cos no one gives a damn about me .

don't tell me you love me if you don't .
i just want the truth .

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

problems . they never seem to end , do they ?
i've had enough . friendship problems, family matters, studies . blahblah .
doesn't anyone know what i'm going through ? broke down once again after school . didn't know why . i'm too filled up with troubles that i just can't seem to control my emotions . call me stupid, call me childish . i don't care . i'm just too sensitive to the people around me, perhaps .

friends . are they what they seem ? they say they care . yes . but no, they don't . the only ones who really cared are the few ones i'm really close with now . we're all drifting apart . yes . it's true . but why can't you guys just try to understand me better ? you just don't bother. you treat me like a toy . throw me aside when you have company and drag me along with you when you're upset . i'm a human too kay . i have feelings . it's just all an act . you pretend to care. but you don't . you don't even bother . you just want to find out what happened . thats all .

my parents . do they even bother ? i've never opened up to them since i was little until now . they don't care how i really feel . all they care about are my grades . thats all . and you guys won't even let me get to the school i want. and you tell me to pursue my dreams . how can i do that, when you stop me right smack at the beginning ?
you guys are always like that . you've never asked me how i feel or what i really want in life and stuff . you think you understand me . but you don't . you never did . i'm no longer the silly little girl that you once had . 14 is old enough to think for myself okae . i don't need you to tell me what to do anymore . i know what's right and what's wrong . at home , you guys make me feel so unwanted . so alone . and you make me keep everything to myself . i just can't bring myself to talk to you guys . cause you've never made me trust you enough to tell you how i feel . but you don't even care, so why should i share with you my feelings ?

when i reach home from school, you would ask me ' why so late ' ? you don't trust me, do you ? you've never asked me how was my day . perhaps you did . but only like once in a month ? and bro, stop picking on me . i'm very tired le laa kae . always say i never study , always talk on the phone . hellos ! nowadaes i don't le right ?! and when i just use the phone for less than 5 minutes , you say that i always use the phone . wths lahs . =x and it's more than that . i've already come to my senses . i've already begun to study . but you don't see the effot i'm putting in, do you . just because i get lousy results doesn't mean i don't study okae !? i DO ! maybe i'm just dumb ALRIGHT ?! i get bloody rotten results . and i try to TRY my best . and you still critisize me . why must you make me feel so small ?! perhaps i might seem that i always laze around doing nothing . but i do STUDY OKAE !? you just don't see it. do i have to STUDY infront of you everyday ?! can't i get abit of freedom !? i don't always go out le okae. i'm staying at home all the time right ?! i'm really tired of the life i'm living now .

stop trying to understand me .
you guys just DON'T .
do you all even care ?
sometimes, i just want to end this miserable life of mine .

you'llneverunderstandthepaini'mgoingthrough.
i'm all alone .

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

laalaa.

i'm backkkk ! taddas. (:
todday seriously sucked . cried for three or four times . thanks jykorkor and riffin . for cheering me up . yaa . riffin . what you said was soo true . they just don't understand me. besides . they don't even bother or care . it's such a blessing to have friends like you guys . (:

did my homework already !! finally (: after soo long . but haven't do my corrections for maths yet . did the worksheet and chinese compo . cmp said 2 pages ! heys . how to write so much lo . just wrote 1 and 3quarter page . haaaa . went down to tmart and bought chocs again (: completely addictive. BOOST and CRUNCHIE . love BOOST to bitttts . woww. bits and pieces of biscults in caramel coated with a thin layer of chocolate ! yum . hahaas. and you wonder why i'm still so skinny .

the feeling of missing someone is just plain terrible .
you'll never know how much you mean to me . =x

hmmps ?

sighs . today's a rotten day . brenda didn't come . awws =( anyways . went to school quite early today . and as usual . loads of RED ants were at the window . yucks . had the vocab test at first . then it was geog . lol . and then mahKK !! @#$%^&* kp lo he ! wths . threaten us with bernard . like we SCARED like that lo . =x go away lah ! hmpffs ! adelle kept acting sick again . walao . don't even know whether it's real or not lo . then math kept disturbing her . hahaa. in the end she also went home laa. then had physics. why is it always in the lab arr ?! last week wasn't practical whats . cher have nooo legs ar ? cannot walk up to our class. so bloody lazy . haiis . then . poof. somebody made me bloody sad and my mood totally changed . cannot say what happened here lah . hahaaa. later i get into alot of trouble with someone . hahaaa. did my chinese test after school . then went to the bus stop straight away . saw jykorkor, sengcheongmarmie and william. then jingyong came ! tried to mess up his hair . but wasn't sucessful . lol . he's the next jerrold . (: alrights . shall end here . cheerios .

the worse way of missing someone is when he is sitting next to you yet you can't have him
-mich

Monday, April 10, 2006

new blogskin !

alrightttts. finally changed my blogskin into a simple one . wanted a simpler one but couldn't find one. so had this one instead. quite alrights lahh . at least it's simple . not that complicated (: yups.

when simplicity meets elegance !

riffin's birthday

just another day . yups . woke up around 6.20 this morning . realised was getting late . quickly changed into my school uniform and stuff and went to the bus-stop at 6.40. the bus was supposed to come at 6.50 ! but it didn't ! arghs . it was late again . reached school at around 7.10 . dumbdumb rights . hate reaching school so late . cannot slack de lo . saw arlene when walking to school . lol . crapped with her for awhile and then went up to class . went to my table. soo many ants ! and mindyou . they are red ones. ohmygoodness lah ! arghs . didn't bother about them for at first . went down to the canteen for sports day briefing ? aws. wasn't even listening . went back up to class again . and there were more ants ! ohmyTIAN lahhhh . was freaked out . asked jasper to help me 'kill' the ants . lol . jerrold helped too . kill ler . then went to the music room . came back that time . even more ants ! was bloody freaked out . ohwells . went down to the office with riffin and michelle . poorrr guy . sick on his birthday . but he can't complain . didn't tio the bashes today . he'll get em tomorrow . hahas (: . poor michelle too . diarrhoea and gastric pain . whoa . serious eh ? =) went to the sick bay with her for awhile . some girls were inside . and they were like making fun of us ? hecks lah . went around to find teachers for the form for mich and fin . hahs . i'm such a nice person (: LOL . bhb-ness ! anyways . mich's mum and riffin's grandad came . left them and went to the canteen to eat. was 'oh-so-hungry' by then . but didn't really eat much . cause no time lerhs . =( yup . went back to class and had english . ARGGGHSS ! had compre test . and the ants were getting even morrrre ! brenda was like poking them with a sissors. hahs. so cute. (: then joel took paintbrushes from adelle's table . used it to poke the ants . but they didn't DIE ! it was crawling up the paintbrush lahh ! and i was so freaked out . i screamed and threw the paintbrush out of the window . lol. and joel was like laughing like mad . didn't realised i threw ADELLE'S paintbrush until he told me so. hahaa. went downstairs with carmen to get the brush . the ants were still alive ! =/ washed the brush under the tap and carmen threw the paintbrush back into adelle's table. it was still wet . lol. had practical for science . got scolded again . ohwells . don't really bother lah . went to hall for CME . they were showing the football thingy again . ing kept poking me . it was itchy . so 'jumped' everytime she poked me . lol . =) and bren was sleeping ! hahaas (: . the show was quite nice lahs . in the end . haha .. then after that went out to buy slurpee . wanted bubble tea one ! but the queue was soo long , so didn't want to waste time . hahaas. went back to the canteen . saw yvonne jie and bryan they all . hahs . first thing they did when they saw me was to grab my slurpee and drink it ! lol . so funny lo . went for dnt after that . didn't felt like doing . so carmen and i walked around , slacking ! ahhas. kept going to the water cooler. the water was very colddd . lol . saw jykorkor they all down there table tennis-ing . hahas . so funny lo . then that stupid zhi an pissed me off lahh . idiot childish lame bastard. how old ler !? hais . then told the cher want to go home lerr. and then saw daryl . went to the bus-stop with him . joel came . joel YIP . yah . and then . i went to 7-11 to buy chocs . bought the 2 for $2 one . the CRUNCHIE and BOOST ? dnoe larr. something like that de. went home and the first thing i did was to eat the choc . =) at the whole bar of CRUNCHIE . ohmans . love it so much . (: it's a honeycomb with a chocolate outer layer ! awwws. the thought of it makes me drooooool . (: hahaas. okae . shall stop here . cheerios !

happy birthday riffin !
hope you grow taller (:

Sunday, April 09, 2006

awws.

awws. listened to the recording of the korean song and as long as i have music . as long as i have music is soo nice ! and it's so sad too . cos it's like the last performance for our sec4and5 seniors . and it's so touching lah ! =( how saddd . =x awwS ! and the high notes !! yvonne and zerlina ! how special (: choir would NEVER be the same without them ! sighs. and i watched the tenor and bass ad too . sorry ah jykorkor . was LAUGHING like siao on the phone when watching the video and i laughed so loud. i think i hurt your eardrums . hahs =x so so sorry .. it was hilarious ! esp dingsheng with his accent and bryan ! LOL . and the 'behind-the-scene' music people singing dravidian ! hahaaa. i could hear shingchun's distinct voice and his laughter ! and yanping's too ! =) lol . unique people to come out with such crazy ideas (: sighs . and they're leaving too . would choir be half as fun without them ? hmmps . don't think so anymore .. they simply rock . they're one in a million . SIGHS . and i missss you guys already !! awws . good luck for your 'o' and 'n' levels okaes ? must jiayou . =)

dmnchoir ROCKS for LIFE . (:

cheerios `

bored*

aws. today's just as boring as yesterday . aws. =x
having piano and tuition later . i wanna change blogskin !
a simple one . aws. but all so complicated de nehs . =(
hais . hard to find a simple one . i'll change when i find one ! (:
cheerios .
nothing to post about . LOLS =/

Saturday, April 08, 2006

=)

woke up around 5.30 today . lols . then saw that it was still dark dark de. so went back to sleep . hahs . =x woke up around 9 after that . yups . went online at around 1 ? yups . nothing much to write about lah, today . cos nothing really happened. took a nap until about 3 and then went for english tuition at 4.30 . hahs . was very tired by then . came back home and ate my dinner . then erms . went to bathe and stuff . yup and here i am lo. =x

hais . seniors stepping down lers . dmnCHOIR's standards will really drop lo . drop like dunno what like that .. and altos will be very soft . =( awws .
would like to thank all of the sec4 and 5 seniors for teaching me and making my stay in dmnchoir so enjoyable . without you guys, it's never going to be the same anymore . awwws. it's SAD ! =( some people even cried yesterday . do come back to visit us, won't you ! and SHINGCHUN ! you said you will come back ar ! if you don't i'll HOOT you ((: hahas .

LOVEdmnchoirloads.SENIORSWANSHUI.

Friday, April 07, 2006

speech day .

ohmans . the seniors . they're LEAVING ! awws. se bu de larrr. =(
okae . had P.E in the morning . didn't run . had cramps . =xx ! and of all days ! arghs.
anyways . assembly was alright lar . quite sleepy by the time already . after assembly was geog and maths . tired ! hahs . and then prepared for speech day. stomach was really pain by that time . ( oh ya . sorry mx . for drinking almost half a bottle of your water just to swallow one pill ) hahs . put on make-up and bun-ed my hair . wore my gown and yups . thats about it . was abit hectic at first lah . cos didn't know what to do mar . hahs. but in the end was quite alrights lar . mx and jasper and loads more people laughed at us . hhmps . very funny meh ?! hmpfffs. then got to the AVT . rehearsed in the hall for a couple of times . and then . the performance started ! went to the gallery first and sang the school song . was horribly out-of-tune at first . but got the correct pitching and stuff in the end . yup . after that went back to AVT . everyone was a little scared that we were going to get scolding . but heng ar. didn't really get . but we already feel bad lerh and besides . it's over . so whats the point of scolding ? so yar . and something happened . WTHS . heng ar . didn't really affect me . x= MG so ps lar ! yup. went to the hall again and sang korean song and as long as i have music . hahs . loved as long as i have music ! =x it's the last song we sang together with the seniors . it's sad . =( went back to AVT . and changed back to uniform . altos stayed back in a classroom and our seniors gave some speech and told us how they were feeling now and stuff. =x it's so sad lah. they are REALLY leaving ! ohmans . =x i feel so bloody sad.
was cheering and stuff for our seniors . =x went out of the classroom . ( feeling sad lar ) then saw dingsheng they all doing the mac advertisement . lol . was frantically looking all over the place for shingchun ! my BROTHER . erfffs. but couldn't find him anywhere . wanted to talk to him . so in the end. i CALLED him . lol . told him to takecare and to come back to visit us so often and that we'll miss him and stuff . I MISS EVERYONE !! =( feel so miserable now . arhhs ! do come back to visit us more yar ?! we miss youuuu guys ! inez, hidayah ! thanks for teaching me so muchh . i've really learnt alot from you guys . and to everyone else . THANKYOU ! (:

Thursday, April 06, 2006

o.O'

went to school quite late todae . (: hehs . at first the 28 came. then i went up . tapped my ezlink . then down there say no money . i didn't have coins with me . so i went down the bus lo. hah. went to 7-11 to buy something to get coins . walao so pathetic lars ! then called yvonne. she said she was coming to tmart . i didnt hear properly mar . then thought she will watch for me at the esso bus stop . so i took the next 28 bus . hahs . then in the end . made her walk back to the bus stop . woops . hahs. sorrie ar jie . =x
yup . when i reached school that time . was already not feeling well . had english and lit . then after that was science . goodness. science is also getting more difficult . i didn't even understand what msyeo was talking about . bloody chemicals . bloody formulas . ARGHS ! by that time my stomach was already in PAIN and i had a headache and felt like vomiting . asked ms yeo if i could go home . the following conversation took place . how stupid can it get .

me : ms yeo , i want to go home.
ms yeo : ok go .
me : ( puzzled ) i want to go home.
ms yeo : go lah .
me : ( even more puzzled ) i want to go home.
ms yeo : OH! you want to go home ARH !? OH OH OH !! ( jumps ) okae michelle . bring her down to the office and wait with her .

LOL . i almost laughed out loud . went down to the office and then called my ahma . went to the sickbay after that and poor michelle had to go back up to the classroom to get my bag . =x ma fan ni ler ! slacked in the sickbay and mich bought me food ( which we weren't supposed to eat inside the sickbay ) hahas. thanks ar mich for accompanying me . we made fun of people during recess . hahs . shouted their names and the people didn't know who called them . lols . esp jinghan ! called him 3 times and he kept looking at the opposite direction . HAHs .
after that . my ahma came . went home and slept .
was soo tired .
and yahs . now ? my headache's getting worse. ohmans. =(
cheerios everyone `

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

bored

hmps. todae wasn't very erm . interesting lar . just another day . wonder whats so meaningful about life. just live through life day by day. =x lols. yup . had dnt for 4 periods first . cut my plastic ler . sand and filed also . hais . still have alot haven't do yet . still must polish. then need to cut the slots . so many lor . =x kp lar ! at first do 2 only de lor . then mskwek ask me do 4 . arghs =x . then must put in convectional oven . use the former to make the shape . blehs ! =x after that was recess . wa kp lah . bernard catch me lor . he was like walking towards me at first lah. then i thought he wanted to ask me why i never wear nametag mar . ( lost it ) then it's like NOT lah . he catch me for skirt and blouse. =x dots . then after that had maths and then art and chinese . stupid cl teacher. hateher hateher hateher ! arghs . cmp . then after school . waited for jykorkor awhile . then after that went to tm to buy kelly's cd and his dnoe who cd . lol . saw yanwei . so sians lor . =x ahhas . kelly's songs so nice. and theres like this bigbig poster of her. XD . hahs . didn't go with riffin lah . he go play comp again . walaos . always like that de. but aiya . we just left without him . cause he say 1 hour . then mx told us he going for 1half hours . so dowan lerh . hahs . `
cheerios guys . i'm going to be bored to death .

Monday, April 03, 2006

heavy rain.

woke up around 6.15 today . changed into school u and stuff and then went down to the bus stop . when i reached there right . 28 bus just left . so must wait lor . expected to wait like 10 minutes like that only . but then i waited for 25WHOLEMINUTES ! ohmygoodness. what was the bus driver thinking ?! and when that 28 bus came. i saw another one RIGHT behind . wth lar . then was almost late for school . ARGHS . saw jerome at the bus stop outside school de. was he waiting for .. erms ? lol . so sweet . hahs . then waved waved to him then went into school . and the councilors were 'welcoming' me . hahs . saw joel YIP . hah . then he asked me where my name tag was. i just lost it mar . so was going to buy during recess time . then i told him lar. then he was like . okae . =x hahas. yup . then after that went to parade square lor . saw sengcheong . thought he was still angry with me . so didn't dare talk to him . plusplusplus . he was standing RIGHT behind me ! arhs. so damn ps lar `. hehhehs . lol . but turned out . he wasn't angry lar . he was just kidding with me the other day.
then had contact time . erms . was quite alright lar . but was damn tired. hehs. after that had lessons . yup . then during recess went to bookstop with mich to buy my nametag. then suddenly someone poked me . lol . then turned around . saw jerome ! hah. he very funny lar. =x lols . then after that was the usual attire check . joel YIP kept staring at me . then i was like also staring at him also lar. dunno why he keep looking at me mar . then i remembered about the nametag. lol . so showed him the paper lor . haha then he smile smile then look away ler. (: hahahs ..after that had more lessons . =x and then CME . went to hall . bloody hot lar. arghs . then ya . went for dnt after school .
did dnt until around 5+ or 6 like that . was raining so heavily . couldn't get home . lol . jykorkor came around 5+ hahs . then he went home . lols. then after that waited for 28 . so long again lor ! couldn't take it ler. then me and carmen shared cab . =x hahas . then i'm home now lor . =) yays. already started cutting my plastic ler ! (: yays .
malar tomorrow ! i soso HATE her. cheerios guys !

Sunday, April 02, 2006

ARGHS .

why don't you all just try to understand me better ? MY PARENTS ! MG larhs .
you asked me . where i wanted to go after sec4 . i told you NAFA . thats where i want to go. i didn't know where i wanted to go before . but now . i realised. NAFA . thats the only place where i want to be .
and then you tell me . NAFA ?! it's only to pursue music right ? if you go to a poly or a jc . at least you get to go to university or blah blah blah . if you go to NAFA . your education stops at sec4 only . EXCUSEME . you ASKED me where i wanted to go . i specifically told you NAFA . NAFA ! and yet you stop me from going there ! HELO ! next time just tell me WHERE YOU GUYS WANT ME TO GO . don't ASK ME . won't that save your BREATH into talking me out of going into NAFA !?!? and BROTHER ! stop rubbing in ! talk about what . i never study . slack like shit . PLEASE LARH ! so WHAT ? is that ANY of your CONCERN ? you GUYS don't UNDERSTAND ME ! you never did ! don't say i show you all attitude kae . you SHATTERED my dreams . whats that compared to a little attitude ?! i WANT TO GO TO NAFA AND THATS THAT . i don't care WHAT THE HELL you guys think of it okae . NAFA is where i WANT TO GO . FULLSTOP .
and then you tell me . if you go to poly or jc. at least you can get a diploma or something . if you go NAFA . you can't even go uni . ARGHS !

next time right, don't bother asking me anything lar ! just TELL me what you WANT me to DO .

tralals.

tomorrow's finally monday ! i'd rather go to school then to stay at home . x= bored. need to stay back until quite late tomorrow bahs . x= cause of dnt . ohwells . just get it over and done with i guess . =x hmps. yep . went to lydia's house just now to collect my bag. saw loads of stray cats around . and i'm like . SCARED of them ya . so walked quickly. away from the eyes of that evil cat =) hahas . was afraid that it was going to chase me . =x
why am i afraid of cats ?
it's because i was chased by a cat one around my cousin's block when i was younger. ever since then . i was scared of them =x
childish fears =/ ohwells .
after that i went up to lydia's house . my bag was horribly smelly . yep . smelly ! there were socks over there . and it has been there for TWO whole days. =) lydia helped me spray some dunnoe what . and it smelt much better (: hehs. thanks ar. =)
walked home with lydia part of the way . saw CATS again . goodness. they're everywhere ! we were soo frightened . lol ` and then i reached home . all sweaty and dirty . took a bath and sat down on the bed with my parents to watch tv. they were watching eight legged freaks . watched that before already in the cinemas. i wanna watch campus superstar ! -groan- they just won't budge . ohwells . i'll just have the watch the repeats .
theresa . jiayous !
why isn't adriano and yuyang in the finals !! =x arghs . what a pity .
don't like the zhiyang and the renfred ar ? dnoe lar . don't find their singing nice . ohwells .
going down for supper later at macs. yipees ! i want a burgerr . hahs . and i'm really HUNGRY yar . =)
cheerios guys . school tomorrow ! yays.

ums .

sighs. i'm like so bored can`. -groans-
i'm bored. bored. bored. =x
hahs . ` trallalaaa. x=
just blog-ed for the sake of bloging =x hah.
cheerios !

Saturday, April 01, 2006

aws.

sighs. went for tuiton today around 4.30 .. was raining heavily so .. got drenched. and i'm really feeling sick now . =x hais . cheerios guys . off to rest.

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