Friday, March 31, 2006

wasted

ohmygoodness. today was just a horrible horrible day. started out quite okae . =x but then . ended up horribly. alrights . had P.E todae . was erms. horrible ! hahas . had to run 2.4km . and you know la. my running is like . ERM . shit la .. then walked the first round with joel and jykorkor they all. then after that pangseh-ed them and ran . sorry arhs . but in the end failed also mah =x hais . timing was 24.08min . wow-ed . jy they all walk de . 28 min + lol . somemore got the v-shaped formation . lol . made mr sim so pissed off. then asked them to run again during recess. heng-ed i didn't tio ar ! if not i will be bloody pissed.
yup . then had MKK's lesson . he was talking about snakes . quite interesting lah. except that joel told me all was crap and totally untrue . lol he got watch shows de mar . (:
had recess after that .
after that was history, then maths.
maths is getting more and more difficult . ohwells . have to try my best. don't understand alot of stuff le . =x `groan .
broke down after maths . and mdmkoh kept asking my what happened. i didn't want to talk to anyone . just wanted to be left alone . i'm used to it. like i said, i've kept everything to myself for years and years so it just doesn't seem right to share how i feel with my friends . went for assembly . mich cried. awww. michies ! don't cry le lar ! cheer up alrights ? (: you have your friends and i guess thats really all one can ask for =) be happy, girl !

went with kokleong and han they all after school for lunch . then went for choir . it was okae i guess. was abit scary in the beginning . mrtoh reaudition many people . a miracle i didn't tio . =x heng-ness ! hahs . then after that went to hall and rehearsed abit . arranged ourselves in positions and . yup . went up to the gallery ( or whatever it's called ) and then sang dunman school song . =x lols .
after that the new choir commitee was annouced ! oh . some were expected. lol . went off after that for dunman high's choir concert . went to lydia's house . talked awhile with bren and jy . then ate maggiemee. then took a cab to DE MING ZHEN FU ZHONG XUE . ( sounds much better then just DE MING ZHONG XUE right ? ) lol . uhhuhs . then watched them sing . i was kinda looking forward to iddem dem mallida . it's nice to see how others sing the song we learnt . hehe. it was overall quite okae bahs. then after that hw wanted to wait for tricia. MG larh ! hais . then the girls were bloody irritated. we were really pissed . and YARHS . i was really pissed off too .

in the BUS . MG larh . never even sae sorrie . PLEASE hor . it's your fault . if you said sorry , i would be more than happy to talk to you again . but you didn't . it isn't my fault right ? you just walked away and lived in your own world. i'm really pissed okae . we're all pissed. don't talk to me unless you're going to say sorry . i'm not going to bother anymore . i've had enough . ARGHS !

they all went to 201 mac. didn't go . no mood . made me bloody depressed. so went home straight . going to lyd's house tmr to get my bag . =x alrights . cheerios guys.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

=p

such a long day today. reached school quite early today. yups. then went down the parade square for the national athem and annoucements . lol . the councilor like mumbling to himself like that . can't hear clearly . but ohwells. =x yeps . after that had lessons. maKK was gayish as usual . did breakthrough english . and then had literatue . rosila's quite fun actually (: didn't really like her before . but i still want felicialim ! she's suchhh a good teacher. =x ohwells . then it was science . sengcheong was burning the chemicals . =x lols. i didn't even DARE to go near the fire lah ! was frightened. then he kept pretending to 'burn' me . lols. =x after that went for recess. took the statement to find mdmkoh so that she could sign. imran already signed yesterday . lol ! mr imran's quite nice actually . (: though he might be horribly unreasonable at times, he's still a friendly teacher =p . yup . found mdmkoh at the staff room with mrschan . she was inside ma. then she looked at us . then ask us why we find her for. then me and mich showed her the statement then she was like ' huh ?! you all also got statement ar !' ohmans . think she was horribly disappointed with me lah . =x anyways . mrschan also scolded me. =x JUST because she was there ! she wouldn't even know what happened if she wasn't there with mdmkoh . just my luck . and gave me a longgg lecture on what happened. lessonLEARNT lah . =x lols.
then me and mich went to find bernard. saw weiting . waited for him for soo long . =x always make people wait de he. lol. (: he's NICE lor ! not the 'oh-my-goodness-he's scary!' bernard at all . =/ and then he was like . okae . i shall keep this statement and hand it over to the police if necessary . oh. wths . x= anything lah. now it's like even if she's hurt emotionally or physically by someone else, also our problem la ! she tio other people's taiji also our fault ar ? then directly and indirectly leh ? wtF can . =x if she offend people from outside lei !? then come find us ar. not like she very innocent like that . like she will shut her trap up infront of other people like that . she backstabs for a living . sooner or later , she's going to be famous backstabbing . this kind of people . to think that her friends treated her so nicely. she didn't appreciate it at all . instead, went around talking bad about them . say people bitch, friend stealer, blah blah blah .. x= wth lor ! ask yourself la ! you got the RIGHT ? the bloody RIGHT to say people bitch mar !? you got think about how people feel about YOU or not ? you think you're so popular ? you think all the guys will thank you for nothing baotoh-ing them ? please lah ! they HATE you too . they HATE you with every fibre of their being CAN ! you think by getting 'close' with them you will gain popularity ? please larh ! you are blacklisted in everyone's friends' list le ! you'll never be popular ! you're just going to be bloody infamous . that thing happened so long ago le . so why now ? why did you baotoh now ? haven't you had enough ? getting your so called 'once' friends into bloody trouble ? you're gloating now aren't you ? you're really very happy right ? it's not our fault you ended up like this . it's all your fault . all you bloody fault . you chose this path . so you fell down yourself. you're never getting up . =x we bloody hate you . HATE you ! don't think you're GOOD . omg . just go away lah . don't bother us and we're never going to be bothering you again . cos we can't even be bothered to care about such a bitch . arghs !
sealkorkor's sick todae. see him so poor thing . nose so red. lol . takecare lah ` must rest well . don't go play basketball le. lols. must drink lots of water, eat medicine . then SLEEP . tomorrow you will be much better de okae ? (:
cheerios guys !

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

stupid bytch.

SIGHS . today me, bren, sianpei, jane, mengxin, mich, vivien, arlene, weiting all tio bernard lor . wtf. it's like WE GOT DO ANYTHING MEH ! just stand down there watch . got fault ar !? then went down to find bernard after journal writing . mr imran and mdm koh kept wanting to know what happened. =x ohmans . then math and sc also went down with us . lols . bernard saw them then scold them say what what they doing down here. involved in girl's matters for what ?! lol . then they never tio anything . just went back to class. lol they want skip dnt la. =x lol . in the end . he called us to write the dunoe what promise letter then find him after school .
then after school . bernard asked us to write some duno what la . like ' what i did as part of the group ' and stuff like that . then after that . okae le lor . but bren, ing, jane and arlene tio the duno jane tcher la . =x aiyers ..
yup . then after that went for my detention . until 5 . sianded. did dnt with mingxuan they all . riffin pei-ed us . cause he also have detention . but one hour only . cos he was late. hahs. =x but anyways .
yup . went home after that . so tired lor. walao .
she bloody bytch lor ! backstab us le . we just go confront her . we never even touch her a single hair lor ! just stand down there watch only mah . it's like . now it's all our fault lar ! so she never do anything wrong lar , right ?! not we purposely go confront her in a group de lor . it's just that all of us there were backstabbed by her before lor . then TALK also never talk . stand down there SEE only . got problem arh !? you not happy settle it between ourselves lar ! baotoh kia !! then still act so innocent . then now is like . whatever happens to you . all will become our fault le . what sia . later you offend people from outside . then they come find you . also our fault ar !? wth can . get a life la.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

choir .

i so HATE tuesdays . SUNDAR sarks ! oh my TIAN la . go away can . =x arghs .
had choir todae . was quite fun larh . during study session also . saw a side of moses that i didn't see before . he's quite funny actually . not his usual serious-ness character . lols . =) then after that went for sectionals . and combined for awhile only and mrtoh reaudited some of the people . HENG never tio lor . was so scared. =x lols
okaes. shall blog tmr. =) byes !

Monday, March 27, 2006

mad.

todae was . erm . average ?! lols. =x
went to school and then we couldn't get to class cause the whole of 3rd floor was LOCKED . =x hahs . then after that finally got into my class. after a longg time of waiting . =x hahs . yup . then after that got lessons la. did compo during english . then had practical during science =) yup . then after school went out to TM with yvonne jie (: HAHS . i went totally siao . =x i'll only go siao with yvonne lor . =x hahs . we were like talking and laughing like siao all over the place. hahs. then went to KFC to eat lunch . saw zer, iffah and kehua. yups . then after that went to CS take neoprints . saw bren they all (: hahs . yup then went home le . =x now so sians. dowan school tmr lei ! got SUNDAR and LIFESCIENCE. omgs. =x haha ohmyTIAN !

Sunday, March 26, 2006

sighs.

i finally realise. i have FRIENDS. i'm too used to it . bottling up all my feelings . cause. in my family . no one bothers about how i really feel . what i'm going through . i would rather keep everything to myself than to tell anyone . yes . i block out everyone who cared . i've already built a wall around myself. it's to keep people out and to keep me inside. i'm sorry guys . you all cared . but then . i kept pushing you guys out of my life. i'm really really sorry . but i really can't help it . =x

OMG.

omg. now then you like that . you didn't treasure what you had ! and now it's gone . you want it back ?! you're acting pityful. just to get attention. MY GOD ! didnt' you like the way things were now ?!? OMG I HATE YOU CAN ! I REALLY HATE YOU . WO HEN BU DE BA NI SHA LE . HOW CAN YOU BE LIKE THAT LOR. BLOODY BITCH I HATE HATE HATE YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!!!! GO AWAY LA !

bleahs!

went to dnoe where for lunch today at IMM . then after that went to grandma's house . yeps . watched TV for awhile then went for haircut at 201 down there . oh GOSH ! i told the person how i wanted to my hair to be like . then she was like orh orh . okae . then in the end. cut until like dnoe WHAT like that . =x now i look like i dnhav hair like that . ohMG ` ! arghs . i seriously look verryyy horrible . don't laugh at me when you guys see me in school tmr yar ? =x hahas. BLEAHS .
MY HAIR SARKS !

Saturday, March 25, 2006

ohGOSH.

im soo stressed up lately ! GOSH . i cry over things easily . and i cried over the phone ! =x ps lar ! many sorries to sealkorkor and riffin . broke down just like that . =x ARGHS ! then after awhile okae le .

bored.

tralalas. =x was totally BORED today. having tuition later and then going out for dinner afterwards. sianded can !! =( i dowan to go out ! =x hais. always forced to . i'd rather stay at home and sleep ! ARGHS !

Friday, March 24, 2006

DAMN

had choir auditions today ! and i did HORRIBLY. omgs. and they didn't even let me reaudit . BASS and TENORS had soo many chances to reaudit !! oh GOSH . i'm going to be ranked at the bottom le. DIE . =( i'm sooo going to die . =x ARGHS . HORRIBLE SINGING x=. out of tune . no tone . nothing . ARGH ! :'( have no confidence le . i sark at singing . thats that.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

tmr !

tommorrow's nominations for the new choir comm ! ((: YAYNESS .
FINALLY ! the longgg waited day is here ! hehes. hope the new comm will be a good one !
and speech day is almost here !!!! so FAST can . =x last year was abit later . ohmans . must wear the gown . 0.o!
gosh ` (:

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

bored.

sighs ! im soo bored . listening to 'tian hui' now . =x lols . nowadaes . always go home early ler . =) cause i'm really tired of the life i'm living . don't want to go out all the time . must stay at home and do homework ! (: ain't i guai ? haha. theres sports and rec tomorrow !! ARGHS . almost whole week have something on . luckily today no need to stay back for dnt . =) anyways . hope that tomorrow can play cap ball bah . =P lols . yep. i want my report book back ! failed geog . gonna fail history overall and art too . =x i seriously DON'T care about art laa . but HAIS , must still do my best you know ? hais . if not later it'll pull my overall down . sighs . whats happening to me ? first time i'm so concerned about my studies . told myself cannot always slack le . =x must study study study . then can get into a better class next year . but then . cannot make it la. LOLS ! oh GOSH . SERIOUSLY ! whats going on ?! i'm having symptoms of a NERD ! lol . where did my 'hack care' attitude go ?! tralallas . but still . i'm going to slack also de lah. ((: haha . don't want study so much laa. later become siao (: hehe . studying is NOT good for health =)
LOLS !! i'm starting to pay attention in class le !! but then . sometimes SERIOUSLY don't understand laa . lols. and yep . i'm starting to LOVE my life . that's a miracle. i thought i never would . ohwells . off to sleep le . real tired. byes !

=x

today was so boringgg ! had D&T first thing in the morning . seriously hate it . projects, group work and stupid paper work ! arghs . im soo not going to take DnT next year . PUI !! sighs . then after that helped mich copy her maths for awhile then went for recess . yepp =x after that was maths . GROAN ! i didn't really understand lor ! and i PAID attention can ?! first time lor . (: haha . im starting to be guai le . yep . then after that was ART . stupid gay teacher . crap de larr. don't find art of any use lor . then still scold us say what we not interested . it's not we not interested lor . is we DON'T LIKE THE BLOODY TCHER LOR . hahs . then math was like telling him . 'cher . is not we don't want to do your work . (or something like that) it's either we don't like art .. or the teacher' WOAH . i stunned down there lor . then cher was like . 'i don't mind..' yar yar . like real . we not dumbdumb de okae . you MIND la. later you go home CRY lor . hahs . after that was chinese . sianded .. with the stupid new tcher . =x cmp can ! haix. they quarrel again !! one's my very very very de good kor then another one is my best friend . waa. they silent war sia ! =x haix . hope they are on speaking terms tmr bah . i kek sim lor . =(( . haix .

Monday, March 20, 2006

bored.

it's 10.45pm now . sianded . school today was SUCH a bore ! and it's going to be even WORSE tomorrow ! sighs . went home straight after school today . no mood to go out and stuff though erika they all went to macs. hais . no mood to do anything nowadaes le . then slept for like 5 hours straight ?! was soo tired. didn't want to wake up . `groan . theres choir tomorrow and i haven't memorised my scores and im STANDING INFRONT ! dots. but theres study session tomorrow laa. =x haix. blog tomorrow then . it's getting late . want ZzZZzzzZ le. ((; byee !

`qi

first dae back at school

it's backkk to school . 2 new teachers . mdm rosila for literature and the dunno WHAT for english . mdm rosila is okae . got her last year too . but then that ENGLISH TEACHER . oh my goodness ! he's teaching us primary school stuff !! whats the point ?! aren't we supposed to do compositions and summary and comprehension and stuff ?! what the hell are we doing -ings for ? like what happens to CUT when you add ING . it doesn't become to CUTING . it's CUTTING . GOODNESS GRACIOUS . that's so basic !! and he has taught for like don't know how many years . DOT !

Sunday, March 19, 2006

life .

sighs . i've never been so negative about life before . well i guess everyone has their bad days don't they ? but it has been already FOUR whole days for me . i'm not complaining or anything . but then during this four days . i've been REALLY REALLY miserable . hmpfs . =x
it's around 9.37pm now according to my computer's clock . a few more minutes to apprentice =x and a few more hours to school . oh wells . our english teacher is still ms felicia lim . according to the school's timetable . but literature would be mdm rosila . hm . maybe she decided not to leave anymore ? i hope so . she's a really wonderful teacher . hope she stays . groan .

think i'll blog next time . too lazy to type .
`qi

sighs .

it has been around 4 days . im still not in the mood to do anything . tomorrow school reopens . can't wait for it . i never felt like going to school to much before . i guess it's because the holidays were just plain boring . sighs . talked to riffin around 10 plus . i really want to tell people how i really feel . but i can't .. i just can't . cause if i do, countless of stuff will happen . and i just want things to be the way they are now . where people are happy . even if i'm suffering alone . im really sad . can't do anything about it . THANKS riffin . for cheering me up . but still . nothing will help me now . and i really mean NOTHING . sighs . =( it's like as though i've dropped into a deep pit and i'm helpless. i can't get up . =( life really SARKS for me . hais .. i really feel miserable laa.. =x never felt like this before. this is the bloody first time . im really BLEEDING . how ?! ARGHS ! really thanks to the people who tried to cheer me up . million thanks to junyikorkor, riffin, turnleftrightppl, mich and manymore (: HEARTS you all LOADS

Saturday, March 18, 2006

haix. x=

sighs. im very stressed up lar . but what happened. i can only keep to myself. i don't want to trouble others with my problems anymore =x . must learn how to settle myself . but then . this . HAIS . =x don't think can be settled . it'll take a long time . =(

Friday, March 17, 2006

hais .

WHY ? WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME .
I'VE GOT NOTHING MUCH
YET . YOU TOOK AWAY EVERYTHING I HAD .
WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT ?!
PLEASE LARH . JUST . STOP EVERYTHING .
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE .
I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIFE LIKE THIS ..
IT SARKS .
IT SERIOUSLY SARKS .

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

=x

everyone seems sad lately .
CHEER UP KAE ?!
problems can be solved. they are just little obstacles in our lifes . let's not brood over them and live happily alright ?

Monday, March 13, 2006

HAPPY.

hehe . im so happy today ! YAY (: haha . went to hw's house in the morning . met with jerrold at mac and hw treated us breakfast (: hahah . then after that we went back to hw's house . lydia and erika gave me my bday present. THANKS ARH ! haha. yup . then after that i went off at around 1 like that and went to small mac to meet sealkorkor and riffin . after that actually wanted to go to plaza sing de. then we stopped at BUGIS . HAHA ! then we were all like eh .. wheres plaza sing ?!? haha . in the end had to call ARLENE to tell us where plaza sing was . haha . then after that we took mrt back . then ERR . =x we were supposed to stop at CITY HALL . but then we talk talk talk until stop at RAFFLES PLACE . haha ! then after that FINALLY we got to plaza sing. =x hehe . then we went all the way up to the top floor to buy tickets for 'shaggy dog' . the it was like only 2 plus . and the show starts only at 4.20 .. so we went around to walk walk and eat . then finally at around 4.10 we went back up . bought food . then wanted to go into the cinema de. the RIFFIN FOUND OUT THAT HE LOST THE TICKETS . sealkorkor was like so pissed la. then he went around finding the tickets . hais . then after that . in the end also cannot find . then we outside the cinema eat the nachos. haha look so stupid . buy cinema food then eat outside. x= lol yup . then after that since cannot go watch show . we went to changi airport walk walk abit . see see aeroplane . then went home . (: hahas. except for something which happened in the morn . and the lost of the TICKETS . x= overall it was FUN ! (: HEHE . =p

`qi

Saturday, March 11, 2006

sighs

im so bored today .. slept at around 12 plus yesterday after talking to sealkorkor. (: haha.. then woke up around 6 am ! arghs . then went back to sleep and woke up at 9 .. then can't sleep anymore .. but was still feeling very tired .. hais . =x
so bored at home lor . i want to go out !! =( oh wells .. i have tuition later at 5 .. sians .. =(
nowadaes. everyone have their own problems .. can't stand it already la .. =( making everyone moody and depressed these days .. =x problems. when will they end ? they're absorbing all our happiness and giving us unhappyness in exchange . what kind of life is this ?! haiis . =x im so tired of all those stupid stuff le lahh .. everytime this.. that... haiis.
and HER . what does she want lah ! making everyone so miserable. telling people things that are false . what do you WANT ?! what will you gain from BACKSTABBING ?! haven't you had enough ? you've hurt many people who were once your friends. and WHAT did i do to you ?! i didn't even know you . then now . no friends . COME FIND ME LAH !? i thought you hated me ? i thought you didn't like me ? now, all of the sudden.. why are you treating me so nicely ? yet . behind my back . what did you say !? who do you think i am lah ! im not your toy okay !? got friend throw me aside . no friend come find me . GO AWAY LAH .
enough is enough le hor ! YOU DON'T LIKE ME DON'T COME FIND ME LAR ! I NEVER ASK YOU TO COME RIGHT ? WHAT YOU WANT SIA ! GO AWAY AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS LAR ! BACKSTAB VERY FUN IZZIT ! YOU WANT BACKSTAB TO GAIN POPULARITY OR IS BACKSTABBING YOUR HOBBY ? OR IZZIT YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS OF YOUR FRIENDS ? DON'T YOU REALISE HOW SERIOUS THIS IS ? AND YET . YOU TOLD THEM YOU WANTED TO CHANGE . BUT DID YOU ? YOU ASKED FOR A SECOND CHANCE. IT ISN'T AS THOUGH THEY DIDN'T WANT TO FORGIVE YOU . BUT YOU NEVER CHANGED. YOU DIDN'T ! GO REFLECT LAH !

Friday, March 10, 2006

(:

hahas. had choir yesterday . (:
poor kokleong had so many birthday bashes . LOL
thanks jieling, fiona, daphne and yvonne for that wonderful puzzle (:
thanks a million =p
hehe..
blog later . see ya !

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

CT

had maths and science today .
maths was alright . science was .. okay . physics was horrible !!
sundar .. just can't stand her la.. always so unreasonable one ..
sighs
literature and chinese tomorrow .
MERCHANT OF VERNICE . oh man . =x
hope i can pass my chinese bah ..
5MOREDAYSTOGO (:

Sunday, March 05, 2006

ARGHS .

common tests tomorrow !!
history some more.. SCARED lar .. =( .
hais .
off to study now . BYE (:
7MOREDAYS ~

`qi-ER.PENGUIN (:

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